Sunday, April 25, 2010,
2nd week of poly life is going to start soon.
All the tutorials and workshops start this week too.
Saturday went out with CYL, Kelvin, and Hiangwee to buy some stuff.
Bought the black sports shorts required for S&W and a sweat parka.
Had dinner in IMM, pepper lunch again, rofl. I think I'll miss eating pepper lunch with them soon enough..
I'm still not totally comfortable in poly yet, I guess I haven't settled in quite as well as I thought. I still think about all my close friends. We may meet up like this right now, but in future would we still..? It pains me to say this, but all of us walk our separate paths no matter how long we try to stick around in each others' life.
And you'll start remembering the good times once in awhile, thinking about the stupid things we did together, studied together, played together, stone together, and ate together.. Wondering whether your friend will think of it as well? That such a feeling is mutual?
I know right now I haven't changed much, but I think I will in the future, and everyone else as well. Its a never-ending cycle of hi's and goodbyes. Right now, the friends I've made in poly are still at the stage of hi and goodbye, not to the point that I can crap like my usual self, talk nonsense, act retarded without a care in the world because I'm not yet comfortable enough to do so.
And I don't beat around the bush, or try to hide my emotions. I will reveal them straightforwardly even if it embarrasses me. Its the way I behave and do things.
I'm sure anyone who has read my frequent outbursts know that as well.
I'll treasure each and everyone of you my friends :')
9:48 PM