Tuesday, March 16, 2010,
My fucking bitch of an internet keeps fucking up.
I feel like throwing the failbox out of the window and end all our freaking misery.
Its not like I don't know why it keeps fucking up. I can't stop it.
A certain someone in the household is eating up all the bandwidth and I'm left with nothing but shitty internet speeds and frequent DNS problems, ISP problems, and disconnections.
I've put up with it for a very long time, but theres no improvement for so many months.
I'd say its pretty clear why, but blindness to the truth does not help at all.
I'm having a lot of things running through my head right now that does not bode anything well at all.
I feel freaking fucked up and I'm going through an emotional rollercoaster.
There are so many things I want to say, but no one to tell to.
Its partly because it has nothing to do with them, and whatever I say will always fall on deaf ears.
I've pretty much gone through a lot of bullshit throughout my whole life, and things seem to get shittier as I grow up. Maybe because the world is a shitty place to begin with.
Whenever my internet disconnects and doesn't come back till at least an hour, I go sleep. When night comes and I'm supposed to go to sleep, I can't sleep because of the sleep I have already had. And just when the internet works like magic at night too. All this because of a certain someone. Hell, when I get my laptop I won't be staying at home for so many days anymore. I'd rather go someone's house to game or use the internet. Bullshit.
Lastly, on behalf of all Miobox users, I'd like to say Singtel and their failbox fucking sucks.
11:06 PM