Whoo! Long time nvr blog lerhs. And the previous 2 posts were juz stories I made up. Hehe. Giv comments but them? =D

Its so surprising to find out smth suddenly overnight. And its like u've juz drunk alcohol the night before - u wake up wif a headache and a depressed heart. Yes.
I think things happen too soon. I'm unable to catch up. One day u still had it bt the other day it was gone. One day u were at the start of 2008 and the next, u are nearing MYE. Time passes much too fast for comfort. And I hate it.

Been busy as of late, with homework and all. I can't say I'm exactly unhappy about tht. At least it keeps my mind off smethings. FOR AWHILE. Keep feeling depressed. Nothing is changing. There is no progress. And I'm just stuck in this pit where no matter what I do, I can't get out. There are no miracles in this world. They happen too rarely. They could happen, like once in an infinite years. -.-

I keep thinking about the decision I just made. It was a hasty decision I made in my time of depression, when I was feeling the lowest. And guess what? No one was there for me at anytime. But I'm pretty used to tht alr. Life is just an awful bitch, really. When things go too well, thats when things start to go wrong. And thats wad happened to me. I can't be bothered about my life anymore. What ppl think of me.. What they do.. I don't care. Because life is just a downright disgusting thing given to me without my approval. If I could, I'd giv it away.